KMccann
Well, let's see. I've been fat my whole life! I remember being in grade school and standing in line to be weighed and boy was I worried someone might see! The older I got, the bigger I got. It was never an overnight thing where I just realized it. It just slowly crept up. Really for being as big as I was, I really wasn't made fun of though. Well, more from my siblings than anyone at school. I'm sure if I was as thin as I possibly could be, I'd still be slightly shy, but I do think my weight has held me back from doing many things. I'm always afraid people are looking at me in disgust. Around 2004, I went to a fat doctor and they put me on some pills. Boy those were awesome! I did lose weight, even without exercising like they told me too. I stopped going to the dr, but ordered some pills online. I did pretty good once I got the eating with the exercising all down. I lost about 120 lbs. Yay ME! And of course I said I would NEVER go back! I loved the pills, but I was having some problems medically with them, so I stopped taking them. Fast forward a bit, I started a new job and got married. And I gained it all back and I'm assuming a little bit more by how I feel now. I'm quite ashamed of what I look like now. It was SOO nice to get those compliments of how great I looked. I'm sure they are all looking at me like how did I let myself get back to this place.. Well, I don't know! I just know I don't want to be dead by the time I'm 30 and I don't want to ride that rollercoaster of weight loss/gain anymore.