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what a year its been .first with hubbys accident then his surgeries then mine wow Im trying to get over it all life is going so fast.I will always be gladI started this journey I have learned what my real weaknesses are and strength I didnt know I had here to next year and fabulous at 50

THIS WEEK HAS BEEN ONE TO REMEMBER THAT I WOULD LIK ETO FORGET HUBBY GOING IN FOR SURGERY ,THEN INTENSIVE CARE ,NOW HOME THE NURSECOMES IN EVERYDAY TO PACK HIS OPEN WOUND,PEOPLE AND KIDS MAKING DEMANDS iF I HADNT LOST THE WEIGHT I KNOW ID BE DOOMED BY NOW. FUNNY THING ALL SUMMER I COULDNT MAKE THE SCALE MOVE THEN 8 POUNDS OVER NIGHT GO FIGURE .WISHING MYSELF LUCK KOOKIE

I cant believe how far Ive come,and how many wows I have had and try to hold onto.tubing,skating water slide,airplane seat clothes  many more I cant think of right now but try to keep positive Everytime I stall I know its a pattern but always wondering is it going too keep coming off it does but every stall I go thru this .My hair alittle has come out after the trip alot came out I just notice alittle more now. Kookie

Its been three weeks of being in a stall .A couple of days ago  another parent noticed i had lost alot of weight It made me very happy Im so glad she said something to me

HI IM A ROOKY AT THIS GATHERING INFORMATION.I LIVE IN LONDON ONTARIO So far ive seen the family Doctor and asked to be reffered to MIS at HRRH.For me I think this is the route to take.Sometimes I flip and flop maybe another surgery would be better maybe i should go to the states,well i think I have made my mind up well see.I recieved the patient info package wrote availble for cancellations on it and sent it back the same day.Now Im waiting for an appointment .I have to take the kids to the gp next week iI think I will ask for a sleep study I dont want anything to hold me up .I might even call the surgeon tommoro to see if appoint has come up yet.I m finding alot of info support and fantastic results that really impress me and make me want to forward even faster. So now I m 2 days away from surgery Ive done my reaserch got my support for my children and self and Im so ready to go I cant say I havent hhad a couple of freak out momments along the way But im ready to do this As my Mom said as she decided to give me her support I have suffersed enough.So I said good by to some chocolate bars bought some then split with the hubby,had my last supper a couple of times gained 11 pounds between consult and pats but was able to loose before they weighted  at pats so it looks like I was the same.had some stumbles child care and such, thisTime I have a family of OH behind me all the way Thiis will make all the difference I will succseed I will conquere this weight And find myself underneath.sept 3 marks the day