Krystal2304
Disappointment
Apr 17, 2009
After months of fighting the system, after having my paperwork mis-filed TWICE, after all the stress, anxiety, and all the little tests they've put me through in order for me to have this surgery I so desperately need. I get a surgery date, I start the cabbage soup diet Tuesday April 14th, I'm grumpy, I'm hungry, my mouth is burning from the high acid from the soup, I am craving some protein and my ugly body is bloating so badly my feet feel like the skin is about to burst from the pressure.After all of that, I get a call late afternoon on April 15th from the surgeons office telling my that my date has been postponed for a whole week, due to scheduling conflicts. I sat in the little room with the doctor while he picked my surgery date, so how could their be scheduling conflicts? By this time I can almost swear there is a conspiracy and they don't want to do my surgery for some reason. I was ready to just bawl my eyes out. I'm not giving up, it's either have this surgery or my toes will start falling off, my heart will probably give out sooner rather than later, and my kidneys will probably fail in the next year or two.
I'm depressed, I'm sad, I'm scared out of my mind.
