Ksan32

Send Message

Block

Add Friend

I didn't realize I had been overweight for as long as I had. I was looking at pictures that were over 10 years old. I know for a fact I bought those clothes from Lane Bryant! I didn't see it until I was about 250ish. I then said to myself I'm fat now so I might as well continue to eat! I topped out at 272, thinking I'm almost 300 pounds!

The whole time my boyfriend of 11 years never uttered a word about my weight! I asked him why he didn't say anything and he said he didn't see it, he loved me no matter what size! Ugh, how dare he let me get so fat! LLol

I am now 127 pounds soak and wet and making myself eat before I disappear! I am never hungry or so I think I'm not. I think this new feeling of "I gotta eat something" is hunger?? 

When I look in the mirror I still can't believe this is me. I am terrified everyday that I will gain weight even though I should gain around 15 to 20 pounds. I am 5 10 and 127 I look like a "crackhead" LMAO! Oh yeah I don't have that anymore! Lol