I am blessed in so many ways.

Feb 27, 2009

I just want to go on record as saying I am blessed in so many ways.  I have a great extended family.  I have a home, a (hail beat up) car that runs and is paid for and in the whole sum of life I have it pretty good.  But I really, really need to find a job with health benefits.  My 1 year check up was supposed to be this week (I had a minor complication after surgery so my checkups were thrown off about a month), but I had to cancel cause I couldn't afford the bloodwork.  We are talking close to 1K it would cost me to have the blood work done, and that's with a friend helping me out on the tests she can run at work.  And since it has been a year since my surgery, and I was a self pay, I am not sure if this doctors visit is included and what that visit would cost I don't even have a clue.  I don't want to jeopordize my long term health, but I just can not swing that kind of money right now...I am stretched to the limit as is.  It's a terrible economy to be looking for a job in.  I literally have fantasies a finding a guy with good health insurance and marrying, not for love, or money, but insurance!  Would that be marrying for my white card?

*sigh*

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