Blah

May 22, 2010

Had a case of the blahs today.  I'm sure not taking my meds may have had something to do with it. I don't know, I'm really happy with my weight loss so far but i guess I just miss having some of the other things too.  I have a horrible sweet tooth and bought some sugar free candy at the drug store.  True they had no sugar but sugar alcohol.  I had a piece or 2 and was fine.  Later in the evening tried a different kinda just a tad higher in the sugar alcohols.. omg 3 hours later tummy was talking to me.  Then tonight I tried a skinny cow ice cream treat that had 12g of sugar.. everything was just fine.  Oh I tried to have some Morning Star food, meal starters.. went right through me in a matter of minutes.  Hopefully it was just because I didn't chew it as much as I should.  I don't know.  I'm less than 2 weeks out and shouldn't be frustrated, but I kinda am.  I wish I had an instruction manual to go with my new wiring.

Tomorrow is another day and will be a better day.  Not all that happy with how soft my body is right not either.  I think this is the longest time in well over a year that I haven't been to the gym.  Maybe that's it, I mean working out is a natural anti-depressant.  Maybe going back this week will be good for me.

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