New and Scared

Mar 26, 2012

 Hello Everyone! My name is Kym and I am scared out of my mind. I have been heavy all my life (I wore a "C" cup bra in the second grade). I had been contemplating the bariatric surgery for some time now. I started the process about 3 years ago but gave up after one of the physicians I had to be cleared from was bs'ing me. So here I am going through this again and I am so ready but I don't have a lot of support. People have been saying I got your back but behind my back I hear the negativity and backlash. I just want to live. I want to do something that will better me. It is only March and I have been in the hospital at least 10 times already. I have been given the ok already I just have to lose 30 lbs and stop smoking and I am going on 8 days no cigarettes and it is killing me, or so I feel. I was a stress smoker not a nicotine smoker, lol. If you guys have any suggestions or coping mechanisms please don't hesitate to share. Also add me as a friend if you want. I am praying to be able to schedule the procedure by my birthday, which is May 2. 

Also if you can recommend a protein supplement that is "juice" like, would be greatly appreciated!

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