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JULY 30   WEIGHT 267  DEC. 8  175

can't wait......5 more long days....i've cleaned house....washed my three dogs ........washed my car.........windows ..curtains .......bed spread.......floors.....walls.......cleaned out my china cabnet.....grandfather clock......i'm driving my husband nuts......i'm tried of cleaning.........

when ever i went on a diet, i would always end up smoking more. well after 37 yrs of smoking, i had to stop. or they would not do surgery. so on april 20 2008 i smoked my last cigre. well i did lose 13 lbs but gain 8 back after not smoking.  so here i'm 2 weeks before surgery, trying to maintain my weight, and not to reach for that cigre. or my mocoa. in my case it is easy not to eat, i would smoke and drink coffee all day, two to three mocoa a day [ think of the money i'll save no cigre. two packs a day  two to three mocoa a day at $5.45 a piece]   for the last 19yrs. it seems i would be skinney doing that yuh!!!   so now i want to reach for a cigre. and think nope can't do that, then i think of food.  i'm craving things that i don't ever eat.  like ice cream, pies, cake, cookies,  i was never a sweet deserts kind of person.  i'm a meat and potoates kind of girl.  so i'm either, not eating and going  for a walk, or grabbing that carrot stick, fruit or something healthy.  and praying that thing will get easier

three weeks : befofe surgy.......  its it going really slow.......