wating to exhale

Jan 13, 2010

well i will begin by saying hello,                                                                                                                                                                             i quiet new to this so forgive me  if i go on a bit , well i`m 31 years old mother of four , and i am now waiting to hear if i am eligable for by-pass surgrey i just started over again i frist loked in to wls when i was 23 years old as i had tried an failed at many diffrent diet and sometimes i`ll loose some weight but than i would put it back on plus some. (including diet pills) but it just didn`t work.and i never had a probblem growing up with weight i went through some bad stuff when i was in my teens  and food became my best friend.but as time went by my weight got higher . i decided to do something about it i began to exercise and the weight had come off  i started in janary 2008 and by june 2008 i had lost 4 stone and i felt great butit was to good to be ture that i could do thison my own. i was involed in a car accident, which left me with servere pain in my back and legs and  ican hardle walk so that put a stop to exercise.  i got more depressed and my weight rose again .i got high blood pressure and nurological probblems but i refuse to let this stop me with my goal .  i want to be able to take back control of one part of my life and frist is that what i put in my mouth . as it`sthe one  part i can control  i`m hopping i get the approval for surgrey as this just the tool i need to help my reach that goal and if it  cures some of the probblems i have then thats a bonus. i`m still in the early stages of this accessement i have a appointment with the speciallist. in march 2010 not sure what happens now but i `m just praying for the day i can exhale and be on the start of my journey.

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