I hate my scale!?!?

Mar 15, 2012

So, I am unfortunately in the BAD, no TERRIBLE habit of weighing myself every other day. And sometimes twice in that day. Like today, I was 235 this morning and now I am 237
I know many factors will affect my weight but then my mind starts spinning and I panic.

I had a stricture repaired on Tuesday and I keep panicing that maybe they stretched me out too much and now I am gonna start gaining all the weight back and I am going to stay fat forever, I know I sound NUTS   between you and I - I even said that I wasn't going to have the follow-up Endoscopy next Tuesday because I am afraid that they are going to mess up and stretch it too much!!! 

I do have to say I feel way better now that the Stricture was repaired, I can drink my water with no pain, now I have to work on getting it all in so that this constipation goes away. Not even the Dulcolax Stool Softeners are helping! YIKES.

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