Sorry I haven't posted

Feb 21, 2010

Well I can not lie it has been hard!!   I have not posted because of my mood and it would not be pretty.  This is the hardest thing I have ever done.  i am soo sick all the time.  I have gone back to just liquids and am only able to eat popscicles right now.  I can't get any protein drinks in now and I am scared I am failing. I just was able to get down my vitamin this morning for the first time in 3 days. I was doing so well and then I tried eating small bites of chicken and this triggered it all.  I hate chicken now and it is not my friend.   I hate this!!!!  Nothing taste good and I have just about gave up on eating period.  Please pray!!  One good thing is I am down 30 llbs!!!!

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