To the gym I go and with less hair !

Dec 09, 2011

 It has been about 3 weeks since joining the gym and I thnk for the most part I like it. I have only been able to go on average of 2 days a week between crazy late nights at work and getting sick and moki's surgery. Jen Gomez has been going with me and she is very motivating and helpful. I can't wait until the day I am not afraid to alone. 

The hairloss is in full force and comes out in handfuls when I wash it. Makes me not even want to wash it. It is also so limp and lifeless/dry looking. I can't wait for it to slow down and come back =)

I am really getting nervous about what this body will look like when the weight is off. So far it is looking really bad. My arms are swinging and my stomach looks bad (usually never this bad) and my legs look like frekain HELL. It kills me to see what damage I have done to my body but I try not tell dwell on it for too long. 

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