I still can't believe it!

Mar 29, 2009

So in order to get my surgery even scheduled I need to be at 243lbs.  I started at 286lbs and Now i'm 247... I'm SOOO CLOSE!  Kaiser has booked me an appointment on TUESDAY to  see Mental Health so that I can be cleared for Surgery!  the next step is just to lose 4 more lbs and I can call and schedule my surgery!  AHHHHHH even now i'm excited because i'm the Lightest I have been in my adult life!  and I was able to do it without surgery!  But one of the most annoying questions is... "if you can lose 40 lbs why would you need surgery"  I'm so scared to gain it all back like i have in the past and others in my family.. my health depends on it!  I get SOOOOO excited when people notice that I have lost weight!  My best friend hadn't seen me in a long time and she literally called me her HERO cause i looked great!  I FEEL GREAT!!!!  AHHHHHH

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