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This is day 2 of the dreaded pre-op diet and I'm wondering how I let myself get so far gone and trying to figure out what triggered me to allow myself to let myself go. Still haven't figured it out yet, but what i do know is this will never be me again. Feels like Deja vu because in 2012 when i became I bandster I sang this same song....... The only difference is now I weight 60 pounds heavier than I did the day I was banded. All in all I am an advocate for the band, just not an advocate for the band in ME!. I work closely with bariatric patients, counsel them, and help them along in their journey to beat obesity. Day in and day out dying a little bit inside when their loss was my gain. But this time has to be different, I have to be different. In 12 1/2 days I will convert from the band to the sleeve and start living the first day of the rest of my life. My last time dieting. my last time fighting to a healthy weight. My last time searching for energy to play with my kids. My last time singing this song. I PROMISE!