Long time since I added to this blog . . .

May 23, 2011

As someone commented on my last post, it brought me here and made me think on where things currently stand. . .

Well I've regained 25 lbs. from my lowest weight and that has me fearful, had a support group meeting on Sunday and there are a good number of us that are having regain issues, now I know it is not the end of the world, that my tool is still intact and that I can get it under control, but I came to a realization and that is that going into this I believed that once I acheived my goal, I would then have an easier time somehow maintaining it, well that is not the case and so I must surrender to all that I learned, which basically goes back to good habits, make success continue, returning to old habits create a sense of doom and bring back that old familiar attitude of "I failed".  I do not wish to fail and I can and will regain control over what I can, which is simply making the right choices, for to not do that, I will fail and heck I really don't want to buy a whole new wardrobe (lol). . . 

Life is still good and I am healthy and happy otherwise.

Wishing anyone reading this success in their journey.

L

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