here I am

Jul 16, 2009

ITS BEEN AWHILE SINCE I HAVE BEEN ON THIS SITE....

I AM DOING ALRIGHT.  I AM HAVING A PROBLEM WITH WEIGHT GAIN.  I AM HOPING TO FIND A SOLUTION.

MY GNY. PUT ME THRU MENOPAUSE BECAUSE OF SOME  FEMALE PROBLEMS I HAD/HAVE HAD.  I DIDNT REALIZE THAT THAT WOULD MAKE IT HARDER TO LOSE OR KEEP THE WEIGHT OFF.  ONE DAY I WAS WASHING MY HANDS IN FRONT OF THE MIRROR AT WORK AND I LOOKED AT MY THIGHS IN HORROR...WONDERING WHERE ALL OF THE EXTRA FAT CAME FROM.  I NEVER SAW IT UNTIL THEN.

I CANT BLAME IT ALL ON THE MENOPAUSE....AND I KEEP SAYING THAT IF I HAD THE CHANCE DO SOMETHING ABOUT MY WEIGHT THAT I WOULD DO IT TOTALLY DIFFERENT....I WOULD DO IT SO DIFFERENT. 

I AM ON MY FEET ALL DAY ON CEMENT FLOORS AND SINCE I HAVE GAINED SOME WEIGHT BACK, I HAVE WICKED PAIN MY LEFT LEG.  I WAS TAKING HYDROCODOYNE EVERY NIGHT BUT I STOPPED TAKING THAT AND ONLY OCASSIONALLY TAKE IT.  I THINK ABOUT TAKING MY DOG FOR A WALK WHEN I GET HOME FROM WORK, BUT THE PAIN IN MY CALF CHANGES MY MIND.  I HAVE A RECUMBENT BIKE, AND THAT SEEMS OK. 

I WAS DOING WEIGHT WATCHERS AT WORK AND I LOST ALMOST 10 LBS AND I REMEMBER THE LEADER SAYING...."WALK DURING YOUR LUNCH BREAK" AND I SAID TO MYSELF, I CAN DO THAT AND THEN LATER I WAS THINKING ABOUT IT AND I SAID....THATS THE ONLY TIME I SIT DOWN AND IF I DONT GET OFF OF MY FEET FOR A BIT, I PAY FOR IT AT NIGHT....PAIN

WELL...I AM HOPING THAT I WILL FIND A SOLUTION IN THE NEAR FUTURE.
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South Portland, ME
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33.0
BMI
May 12, 1999
Member Since

Before & After
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353lbs
15 months after surgery with my handsome husband to be
215lbs

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