lily528
Febuary 23,2009
Feb 23, 2009
Today is Feb 23 and I am scheduled for surgery (MGB) on March 4th. I am getting really nervous but I feel very good about my decision. I am on the diet now ,which is fine during the day but a real pain in the evening when I want Real food not liquids. This will be the hardest habit to break because nightime is when I really want to rest and food, of course, has been my comfort crutch for so long. The other thing that is nagging at me is ,no one knows what I am doing except on this board. For many reason I can' t share this untill it is over so I am keeping all that stress in and that is not good. But, I will make it !!I have waited and saved too long to turn back now, I don't even consider it as an option. I worrry most about getting home and being to tired to do things that I must and having all the stuff I need without having to go to the store. The clinic has given me a list but it never covers everthing like will I be able to go up stairs? That is where my bedroom and bath are? Will I be able to do laundry or do I need my clothes all laid out for the week. Oh, I guess that is another iss I must mention, Iam going back to work the day after I get back. Iknow ,please don't freak me out more anyone, but life is life. My job is not strenous,no lifting, I can sllep in a recliner over lunch and even lay down if necessary during the day but I do hva to drive to and from work and I worry that I won't have the right liquids when I need it ,though I drink water all day now anyway. Gave up diet coke and all caffiene 4 months ago, what a headace and I do mean headache ! Well that is all for now. I felt bad becuse I hadn't really filled out any of this till now .
A special thanks to "Elleinal" and "Eggface" for help with the graphics whih I am still working on !
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A special thanks to "Elleinal" and "Eggface" for help with the graphics whih I am still working on !
