LINGERIA CARNES
WELL GUYS,
IT IS I AGAIN. I HAVE COME HUMBLE AND SCARED AS HELL DUE TO THE FACT THAT THIS IS MY 2nd, WELL ACTUALLY THE 3rd TIME AROUND. WELL THERE IS A SAYING THAT THE 3rd IS THE ***CHARM***. LET ME JUST GIVE YOU A RECAP, THE 1st WAS TO BE A "STOMACH STAPLING-1998) WHICH WAS A FLOP. I THEN WENT IN TO HAVE A 2nd SURGERY (RNY-2001) AND I TOLD HIM SEE IF HE COULD SEE ANY SIGNS OF MY 1st SURGERY WHEN HE WAS IN THERE DOING HIS; GET THIS, HIS ANSWER WAS "NO", ALL HE SAW WAS THE GALLBLADDER GONE. NOW I AM GOING IN FOR MY REVISION-FRIDAY, NOVEMBER 16, 2007. LET ME TELL YOU GUYS I AM SO READY FOR THIS TO BE ON TRACK TILL I CAN SCREAM BLOODY MURDER. NOT TO MENTION MY SURGEON TOLD ME THAT HE HOPES THAT HE WON'T HAVE TO TAKE ALL OF THE STOMACH ***OUT*** NOT SEPARATE BUT TO TAKE-OUT(like chinese food), REMOVE FROM(like hard to do from a buffet restaurant) THIS IS TRULY SCARRY.
I am a 40y/o divorced, working mother of a 21y/o son and an 18y/o daughter with which I am enrolled into SOUTHERN UNIVERSITY A&M COLLEGE (full-time) with her.
I want so much to complete this journey for so many reasons until one couldn't even fathom. I started my life with them beginning @ 19, and was married to their father @ 18 right out of high school, I was separated @ 22, divorced @ 23. My duty was to take jobs that would have me there with my kids (i had no sitters, nor made enough $ for one). *****I HAVE NEVER REGRETTED A SINGLE MINUTE OF IT*****
NOW IS MY TURN TO GET MY START ON LIFE. AND I AM GOING TO WELCOME THIS NEW LIFE WITH OPEN ARMS, HEART, MIND, AND SPIRIT WITH GOD CONTINUOUSLY IN MY DECISION MAKING PROCESSES. I CAN'T DO IT WITHOUT HIM.
ABUNDANT PEACE & BLESSINGS TO ALL
LINGERIA (nor more sistabigbone)
