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I got a call today that they were moving my surgery up.  Instead of a 9am arrival time, I now have to be there by 7am.  Perhaps I should have told them I'm not a morning person.  I had to replan my entire day.  I was planning on putting the kids on the bus before I left.  Now I have to make arrangements for the kids, and the dog.  The clear liquid diet is very difficult for me.  Not really the clear liquid, it's the ones with protein in them that I'm having trouble with.  My stomach is really growling.  I feel sick.  I keep telling myself, it's all worth it, I keep looking at the goal.  My son took some before pictures today.  I'm loading them in.  I'll be much happier when I can take after pictures.

In 24 hours I'll be an official bandster.  Scared? You bet.... Excited?  Like the day before a holiday...I'm looking foward to the beginning of a whole new way of life.  I'm ready to make the necessary changes to get my life back on track.  I have a feeling I wont be sleeping too well tonight anticipating tomorrow's banding.