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YESTERDAY I HAD A RE CONSULTATION WITH MY SURGEON SINCE IT HAS BEEN SO LONG FIRST THING I HAVE NOT LOST NOT ONE DARN POUND IN OVER A YEAR I STILL WEIGH THE EXACT SAME WIEGHT TO THE NUMBER ANY WHO I WAS PUT ON A 2 WEEK LIQUID DIET AND ALREADY I AM HUNGRY I BOUGHT SOME PROTIEN SHAKES AND IT HAS HELPED SOME THIS IS GOING TO BE HARD TO NOT EAT ANYTHING I HAVE TO CHEW YESTERDAY I WAS PRETTY EXCITED ABOUT IT AND NOW THAT I AM ACTUALLY HAVING TO DO IT IT HURTS BUT I HAVE TO BE STRONG HE SAID 2 WEEKS BUT I THINK HE TOLD ME TO START TO EARLY BY A DAY OR SO BUT MAYBE HE THOUGHT I WOULD CHEAT BUT I HAVE NOT TODAY I JUST DONT KNOW WHAT I CAN AND CANNOT HAVE I HAVE BEEN DRINKING NOTHING BUT WATER  AND 1 PROTIEN SHAKE TODAY BUT I AM STILL A LITTLE HUNGRY I DONT REALLY FEEL GOOD TODAY BUT I AM NOT STARVING HUNGRY BUT JUST A LITLLE HUNGRY CAN ANYONE TELL ME WHAT I CAN EAT ONA LIQUID DIET

i went for an even longer walk today i walked a total of 2.40 miles i am looking to get me a bike i also did taebo today i wont make this long

 Omg i finaly got a date surgery date that it Febuary 23rd yall it is finaly in final stages i have waited so long and i finally got a date after i got that letter the process has been a smooth one everything has fallen into place really quickly i am nervous but anxiously waiting Febuary 23rd 2010

today i walked again this time i went a lillte farther than yesterday i actually walked two miles and i am so happy i cant believe myslef i never thought i could do this and i did thank GOD i will continue my little walkes daily until i can go even furthan than i thought

Today I went for a walk it was such a nice day and i decided to walk now mind you i don't walk or if I did it was not very far today i can say i probably went 1/2 mile and i was not even tired and maybe it is to because i kicked a very bad habit yes I did i quick smoking i have been smoke free for going on 3 weeks i just woke up one morning I LIT the cigarette as usual sticking to my usual routine and i said to myself and myself said huh and i told myself i don't want to smoke anymore and i have not smoked since but any way back to my walk i am so proud of myself til i don't know what to do I look forward forward to laking everyday i did not power walk or anything i just walked i don't know if it helps to burn calories or anything but i just walked I have not heard anything from the surgeons office about a surgery date but I will see them on Febuary 4th 2010 and I will let you know how it goes i am sure all will go well but I hope to get a date of surgery before I see then on Febuary 4th i am so ready and my self is showing myself i am ready i have been trying to quit smoking for so long and by no effort at all it came to me aint GOD good YES HE IS.

Happy MLK day to all of us here because we all have a dream weither it loose a couple pounds or to have surgery our goals are our dreams no matter what dont give up i was alomoist there ready to give up you know if you read my blogs that i was there and ready to give up on having surgery all togethor there was so many different obstacles and hoops that i had to jump through buyt i stuck in there and am getting to close to accopmplishing my hopes and dream for you MARTIN LUTHER KING JR HAPPY BIRTHDAY WE MARCHED IN A PARADE THIS MORNING IN YOUR HONOR THANKS FOR ALL AND AGAIN HAPPY BIRTHDAY MLK JR.

OMG this has been a night and a day since last night Haiti is destroyed i feel so bad my friend Claudy is there i hope he is okay i am praying to hear from him love you claudy Haiti i pray for youand your people it is a mess all i can say is OMG.................................................. 

Guess what my OH Family and friends  I finally got approved now the only thing is since it has been so long since my consult I have to re do it and I will do that February 4Th 2010 it took some doing it was alot of hard work but i kept the faith along with my friends on this site but I got approved thanks for all the words of encouragement guys I really appreciate it an one special thanks goes to Latresa thanks for helping me and telling me to hang in there and keep fighting and even giving me advise to are a good no take that back great person and hope to see you AAU basketball season thanks again

  I got approved y'all look out I am on my way to accomplishing some goals and doing something good for me ,my family and my Friends this moment has been so long in coming I have been thinking what I was gonna do when I finally got approved and guess what y'all I immediately got nervous like my surgery was tomorrow  and I was trying to take a nap but couldn't cause I had so much going through my mind but i got what I  wanted to get what I need ya feel me til next post guys I will be waiting patiently on the phone to ring saying OK Melissa we have a surgery date for you then what will go through my mind then probably have alot of anxiety I am still nervous and I dont even have a date set yet i guess i am overwhelmed because of all the hard work and determination it took to get this done if you have read any of my other blogs then you know what hoops and laps I had to jump through and run just to get to this point here I should have lost weight just running and jumping lol but til next post guys I love you all and may you all be blessed and  meet your goals.

I finally got the letter from the psychiatrist  I talked to the surgeons office and was told that it would take about a week to get approval but I have to have another consult with the surgeon on febuary 4th 2010 and redo some of the blood work that i had previously done i am just glad that  at least that part is over and i am hoping that since it only takes a week or two to get approval then since i have an appointment at least 2 months from now then maybe that could be my surgery date because i am so ready for this i have made a decision to change from rny to lapband or realize band. my doctor helped me in this decision to make the change. plus i seen someone whom has had rny and someone whom has had lapband and the difference in the 2 lap band person looks better to me my opinion. lol 
Also i have not been in the best of moods my brother in law died earlier this week and we have to travel for christmas instead of being with y family will will be traveling on christmas my brother in law was 14 years old it is sad  i am hurt inside because you know i have had my battle with cancer and tinking i wish it could have been me instead of him

well it has been a few since i last made a post busy busy busy trying to get what i need to get what i need if you know what i mean i dropped the first ental health specialist and found another that is willing to write the letter with no problem to the surgeon regarding the fact that i have done the counseling requested by the previous mental health specialist and that she has no proble with me going throught hte procedure and actually recommends that i have the procedure i should have the letter this coming thursday  would have been last thursday but it was Thanksgiving day lots to be thankful for i was feeling really down on Thanksgiving but i made it through 
i wan tto take the time to wish you all Happy Holidays
pray that i get what i need to get what i need