lovelyvee
May 5, 2008
May 05, 2008
Who am I ? Do I even know? I used to think I was one thing but I guess I have evolved to something else. I confuse me so much but yet I thrive on confusion. So I laugh to myself. People try to GET me instead of rolling with me. Why waste time figuring Im not a school book. Life is so much more fun when you live it than when you read about it. Experiences are so much more meaningful than talked about. I want to experience life. I crave vibrancy. Am i high only on life. OMG can a person be soo happy they combust? Thats a scary thought. Whatever happened to the phoenix?
OKay Lovelyvee is having a moment. Who knew I did anything but giggle
March 20 2008
Mar 20, 2008
I dont know why after all this time I decided to write something on my profile. But you know I really am so happy and in love with myself again. I just had to put it in writing. Nothing new still about 190lbs size 10/12 but I like it. I realize that food was not the answer to make me feel better. I am not a slave to my scale and I dont feel guilty when I eat. I've actually learned to enjoy food again. Now without all the weight to shield me from people, my confidence has blossomed and I no longer avoid eye contact when someone is staring at me. I actually enjoy staring them down. I love Vivienne again. And will never let anyone take that away from me again
