its surgery day!!!!

Feb 02, 2012

I barely slept last night.... its 5:25am and i have to be at the hospital at 9:30....still a little nervous but mostly just ready to get this show on the road... im ready to be on the losers bench! everytime i get nervous i just try to picture myself in Ocean City, MD with a cute bathing suit on, smiling and having fun like a normal person. The weather has been nice the past few days... gives me something to forward to this summer...

Things I Cannot Wait to do:

ENJOYING THE SUMMER
Wear a monokini bathing suit
Wear heels
Shop in normal size clothing AND shoe stores
Buy a size 6/8 jeans and medium tops
Be more active in everyday life
Go to the gym without feeling awkward
cross my legs under the desk at school
Not have my life revolve around being hungry all the time and wanting food
Making new friends
Get down to 130's - 140's
possibly have another baby down the road, not having to worry about being a fat prego.

I am so excited, and nervous at the same time... i am praying that everything goes well with no complications. Theres so much to look forward to, i cannot wait to see what my new life has in store for me.

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