lscheun46
I am 48 years old and have struggled with my weight for most of my life, but it really got out of control during each pregnancy. I have been on every diet and even had lap band in 2007, but after each success I would gain back double. I am a bottomless pit and never feel satisfied. I find comfort in food and realize I am an addict. I am a prisoner of my weight and am ready to break free. My health is declining and I am tired of sweating just walking into the next room. I have three lovely grandchildren that I want to enjoy, but currently I am so tired and my mobility is challenged so it makes it difficult. I am depressed 99% of the time and angry with myself for ever letting myself get to this point. I know I need to make drastic life long changes in order to live a long life and not just go through the motions. I am successful in business, but my weight is starting to take it's toll there as well. I am worth more than this and deserve to enjoy life and not fight pain and breathlessness daily. I am going to take control of this and have RNY. I am at the begining stages, my family doctor is onboard, and I am scheduled for the seminar. My insurance covers and my doctor says since my BMI is so high that the 6 month diet will be waived. I am hoping to be on the road to a new healthier life by spring. Prayers are always accepted and requests are always prayed upon. 