Well, here I am again.....

Feb 05, 2011

Two days before I see surgeon for my final follow-up (6 mos).  Surgery date is to be set and get approval.  But, here I am again worrying if I gained weight and doing my best to at least have the scale  say what it said last time.  I hate having these winter dulldrums, but all I can do is get through it.  I also have to discuss my insurance as it changed and they don't cover WLS, however, my HR director got me an exception. Praying that all goes well and there will be no issues.  I have been in this mode since July and am getting really anxious to have this done and start the next phase. That's where I am right now.  And because of this blah feeling, I also have little to no motivation to exercise, which I know has to change, no ifs, ands or buts.  I have been out "window shopping" supplements and protein powder, etc., but   don't want to start buying until I'm sure there will be no insurance problems.  It's almost like I'm afraid buying things will "jinx" my approval.  So window shopping I will continue to do and check out products and prices until then.

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