Pool party...can't muster up confidence

May 31, 2014

So my nephew's birthday party is tomorrow. Pool party at 4 pm. My sister-in-law's entire family is all size 0. The judgment is more than apparent. 

I'm too fat to be talked to.

It has been like this for years. I don't see my family for events like this because I'm ashamed.

Anyone else experience this?

I'm not proud of feeling this way, but I don't want the judgment and ridicule and gossiping behind my back.

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