Mandie B.

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I don't know what's wrong with me, but ever since I started this physician's diet last Thursday, I've been eating out of control! I think it's psychological, like I know my time is limited to be able to eat what I want, when I want, in whatever portion I want. So, needless to say, I've gained 5 lbs in one week! How the hell do I stop this behavior! I'm so frustrated to have to wait 6 more months to get this surgery! I just want to get it over with already!! I don't want to gain MORE weight before the surgery, that'll be that much more to lose! If anyone has any thoughts or suggestions, I'd love to hear them! If I could just focus on the positives, like not long after the surgery I'll be able to wear normal sized clothing for the first time since I was 20 yrs old, maybe I'd stop eating so much. Maybe I'm just acting out, all my life has been celebrated with food as my most constant companion. Whether I'm happy, sad, nervous, anxious, whatever, food has always been there to comfort me. Now that I see it's going to be for the most part taken away from me, I'm acting out I guess. I know this surgery will work, I have a wonderful support system as far as family and friends go, so I can't complain there. I'm just praying this next 6 months goes by fast, I'm ready to change my life forever! ~Mandie