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I am so excited that my goal weight is closer than I can't imagine. I weighed 235lbs!!! I have so much energy. My menstruation is so much better. My new hobby is kickboxing workout at CKO. I can't believe the results. I go 3-4 days a week. Everyone is seeing the change, I just have to see it to. I can't deny that when I see myself in the mirror that I see the new me. It's hard you know. But I'm working on that. It's hard. I can say that I have become a bit more confident and that my persona has changed erratically. My relationship with my partner is much different now. Eating habbit are very minimal. I have my protein shakes. Hair loss. I am so happy that finally I got a chance to change my life.

Wow. My 1 year anniversary and 3 additional months and I have lost over 80lbs. In the course of time I have lost a lot of hair. :-(.   I had to switch to a more potent protein powder. I have much more energy. Joined a kick boxing class, which has worked wonders. I think that without this regiment I would have never exceeded the amount of weight loss that I have lost. My mind is not quite yet there with the huge drastic change. Sometimes I see myself the same as 15 months ago. But when I went out this Saturday to buy a shirt and can you believe that I bought my 1st XL shirt (away from plus size section)!!!!!! I'm sooooo excited. I'm more outgoing. I feel sooooo much happier and have not gotten into one of my depressive moods since 6 months ago. Hope everyone is having this amazing result. Life is too short to sit at home and wallow in sorrow. I wish that I could stop time and go back and have this done, but better late than never. I thank God for giving me this opportunity. I thank God for blessing me with wonderful people in my life to push me in getting better and motivating me. I say that it would not have been possible without them.

Wow.... it's been a long time since my last blog. A lot's been going on. Emotional roller coaster. Its winter and it's getting a little harder to keep a balance of exercise and eating habits. I'm on my 5th adjustment given on 12/08/09. I lost a couple of pounds but not that much. Now just started a goal for the new year to jog with my girls 5 miles straight!!! I love these girls they are so good to me and they motivate me. I don't know what I would do without them. I currently 288 lbs!!! Yeay. I hope all of you guys are doing good!!!

3 more days and I am going into 3 months. I think I'm doing okay. I'm 30lb lighter. I'm still having period problems though I'm in my 3rd week with my menstral. Yuck!!! My body is a mess. I feel energized but yet my body hurts. One day I am hungrier than next day I am not hungry at all. I still have a lot of self esteem to build up. I just hate to sit and think about how pathetic I feel especially now that its summer time and all you see is skinny b*@!*! all around me prancing their skinny bodies. I try not to think about it. My clothes are looser. It's just hard cause everyone is inviting me to water parks and beaches and guess what I refuse to wear???? Yup a freakin bikini!!!! I hope this ordeal gets better.

I lost 29 pounds!!! Everyone is noticing a change in me at work. I am soo excited. It is getting harder by the time with food cravings. My motivation is me losing the weight and I can feel the change.....if that makes sense. I'm going for my next adjustment next week. I am dreading the procedure because I know that it will be another challenge to endure. I still have problems eating slow. I do get anxious and BOY do I regret when I eat too fast. I get this weird pain in my chest and I feel like the food is stuck. I wonder if anyone experiences this..... Otherwise I get this burst of energy that my hubby just gets annoyed... due to that he believes I get women ADHD. LOL

Wow my energy level has climbed up... I am getting more confident in leaving my sanctuary (my apartment), which I never wanted to leave. Everyone around me are noticing a change in my personality and weight, and believe me those comments are healing my self-esteem. Sometimes though I get my ups and downs which is perfectly normal, and I get anxious. I want to loose this weight fast... but I have to keep reminding myself that it took a long time for me to get overweight. Sometime I get mad at the world and myself, I admit. Most times I have these weird mood swings so I just take a break or I go out for a walk. It's hard but we will prevail. This journey will get harder but if conquer it we will succeed.

1 month and going strong. Lately I've been a little hungrier... but trying to stick through the diet. My first adjustment is in 3 days. I have lost 20 pounds and I am so happy. I have not been so happy.. My self esteem is slowing rising. I am getting out of the house more. Wooohooo!! I hope everyone out there is okay..Please don't give up! Follow through your diet, believe it will be worth it!! We have to make it guys!!
Maddy

Today one week after my surgery I can't wait to heal, so I can go exercises. My friends and family have seen a change in my weight, which is motivating me in eating exactly what is expected from me. I an starting the puree died today after 7 days of liquid diet which I just did.