Mawee
ONe year and thrilled
Sep 15, 2008
I am dreaming of plastic surgery now to fix all the drooping skin but I am not complaining. I feel soooooooo much better now. I have energy and I mentally and emotionally feel better!
Go for it!
Glad I did it!
16 weeks post op
Dec 27, 2007
60 pounds gone! I can go from sitting to standing much easier now. I can walk without extreme pain in my feet and ankles. I can even cross my legs again. I must admit I'm not really compliant with "THE RULES" that my doctor gave me. I don't always eat protein first as a matter of fact I'm not getting enough protein. I'm not exercising at all. I've gone walking with my family a couple of times and it still hurts my knees so bad that I just can't take it. I had been told a year ago that I need knee replacements in both knees and the walking aggravates pain and stiffness. That's not really an excuse though because I belong to the YMCA and could go swimming everyday. The fact is that I am lazy. I have started to admit to myself.... being lazy is one reason I got so fat. This is one of those life changing habits I have to make if I expect to get to be and stay a normal size person. I'm seeing a therapist once a month...I think it should be more often. I'm not stressing over every pound like I was in the beginning. In the beginning I wanted to weigh every day, sometimes twice a day. Now I forget to weigh once a week sometimes until my husband asks how much I have lost. I have a calmness now about the fact that I am and will continue to loose weight. I am preoccupied with the mental aspect of this journey now. Such as why am I addicted to food, I crave it like a drug calling for me. Why am I so lazy, when did I begin to hate physical movement? Issues like that is what takes up my head space now days.
Oh well, on with this journey, maybe real life change is possible for me.
8 weeks post op
Oct 30, 2007
My clothes are starting to get baggy. Now mind you if I had been wearing clothes that fit they would be too loose by now. However I was refusing to buy bigger clothes yet I had continued to gain weight until my surgery so my clothes were too tight, way too tight. Actualy I spent most of my time in pajamas or stretch pants and t-shirts because I couldn't really fit anything. I look forward to the clothes getting so baggy I have to buy new ones.
I still don't feel any smaller however I have noticed I don't hate getting up and down as much. I can more freely move from sitting or resting to standing and walking. I had started to have problems keeping my rear end clean due to the weight, that problem is long gone. Thank god. That is when I knew I had to have the surgery or die. I just knew it in every ounce of my huge body. I'm still convinced I didn't just choose to have this surgery, I had to have it. I don't regret having the surgery. I'm so glad I'm on the losing side now.
3 weeks post op
Sep 30, 2007
Recovering
Sep 18, 2007
I never expected that much pain. I'm sorry to be brutally honest but this surgery hurts. I have talked to so many people on here that says "nothing to it". Well color me different. I am still in pain. I'm 12 days post-op and I am still in pain when I walk or stand. It's like having a cramp in your side from running. I have to lie down to make it go away.
Write more when I'm in a better state of mind.
Sept 2 2007
Sep 02, 2007
Anxious
Aug 28, 2007
I have 9 mornings to wake up until surgery. I am so anxious to get this part over with and get started loosing weight. For as much as I LOVE reading everyones story I want to start the story of my own weight loss. I find myself wanting to eat everything that sounds or looks good. I have a "last supper" mentallity right now.