Evaluations

Nov 20, 2009

My evaluations are set for January 5th. I hope everything goes well. I'm nervous for the nutritional and psych part. I'm afraid they won't think I've tried hard enough or my thoughts on surgery are unrealistic. I'm just going to be myself and be honest about how I'm feeling. I mean, I have doubts and fears about the surgery but I was the same way when I had my gallbladder removed. I also have fears and doubts (for lack of better terms) about not being heavy. I've been fat since my very first memories. I don't know what it's like to be a 'normal' weight, to not obsess about what I should eat, how much, etc, etc, etc. Just some more of the millions of thoughts running through my head this week. 

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