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 I'm soo happy the per~op visit went very well....I'm now waiting on approval and can be schedule for surgery within the next 4~6 weeks OMG YESSS YESSS YESS IM so happy 

 10:30am tomorrow I meet with the nutritionist, psych and consult with the surgeon. This is soooo exciting. I pray all goes well. I really want this RNY  Will let you know how things go. Went swimming today and enjoyed time with my kids and sister...Sleep well 

 Today was a long day...One more day at work and then I'm off for a much needed long weekend....I did about 2600 steps today not much and snacking alot. Not a perfect day but I own it... WIll post more tomorrow.. Going to bed

 Well it is not 5000 but it is over a mile worth of steps. It's a start and now I'm off to bed 

Tuesday's work day will officially be over in 15 min. Im counting down till Friday 07/27/2012 as I have said many times lol. Just excited!! I have not finished the paper work as yet. Will work on that later on tonight. Soooooo  I put my Ticker up today in hopes (faith) that I will soon start counting down my 105 pounds till goal of (150 pounds ) Super Excited about that  

I Will log my food today at FitnessPal and my steps. The goal today was to take 5000 steps. At this time I am at 2820. Will finish up those other steps tonight. Well I will try to post again later. I  OH

 BE BETTER THAN THE DAY BEFORE !!!!! 

Heyy All, I never got the chance to post again yesterday. Busy Busy Busy.. I enjoyed the pool and time with my family. Hope everyone had a greet weekend. I did really good with eating and tracking yesterday. I am off track this morning as I had no breakfast and ended up eating a left over half of a HERSHEY BAR  I know I know not a good idea...But I pick my self up and plan to have a good and healthy lunch. I did buy cookie yesterday and I know I should not have. Its such a weakness. Its like the sweet tooth wins again. I have no excuse but I wanted them....I am excited to read about OH members who are having surgery today and those one day post op  way to go and as the oldies say sipp sipp walk walk..(cant wait till its me)

 I down loaded My Fitness pal and started tracking my food which was one of my short term goals. I started two days early which is great. It shows I'm inspired. Today I will take the boys swimming and yesss lol this time I'm getting in. I will work out in the water... My coach said I don't have to try to hard just move my body get moving she said. I'm so excited tomorrow is Monday. Having a great Sunday so far. Well I'll post again later with food....for thought that is lol

 Today my mind wondered on the chance that the surgery does not happen. That frightens me very much. I want this so bad. It's like being a kid in a candy store or a dog with a bone sitting in front of it. I know I have to be realistic however to the fact that even without surgery a lot has to change. I have to start looking at what I am putting in my body and how much. I was answering some of the psych questions regarding when and how I eat and how over eating makes me feel. I realize this is very important because I will need to face those mental challenges pre and post op. My thoughts run high today on my strength to beat this addiction once and for all. Those who know the word of prayer and use it please count me in. God Bless

'Sometimes the hardest part of the journey is believing that you're worthy of the trip'

I am worth this journey and I deserve this happyness! This is very important to me. Wanting to be skinny is great but wanting to be healthy and live to see my grandkids is my life goal. I want life and not death at 40yrs old. I am only 32 but 8yrs on the track I am on is going to take away yrs from my life with my children. So today I say Im worth the journy and this trip will be hard but its worth the ride...count down to next week friday 7/27/2012 (first Dr apt)