Joy B.
Mixed Feelings
Feb 14, 2012
Don get me wrong I wanna be healthy so bad. But I am not looking foward to being skinny or even very small. I feel this wa because I dont want to lose the great person that I am. I dont want to walk around like I am BETTER than anybody who is bigger than me. I have so many insucurties about myself its not even funny.My husband loves me to death but I do think he would prefer a smaller woman (WITH BIG BOOBS) Even though he has never said anything about it. I think its just me not wanting to change but wanting to change at the same time.
I think I am making excuses for reasons not to have it. I am 29 years old 264 pounds bad leg-knee and back. Blood pressure is under control. But I have problems breathing after going up 10-15 stairs.
I am too young for this.
After typing out my emotions, I feel like this is the right thing to do. I guess I just had to get my feelings out.
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06/04/2012
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Apr 21, 2011
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