Discouraging

Nov 10, 2014

I've been gone for a while since starting as we had to move towns for my hubby's work... I spoke with my last doctor and have an appointment with my current doctor, but so far it seems like even getting a consultation for weight loss surgery is like pulling teeth here in BC Canada... Most of the doctors won't do the surgery because, I you can believe it, at 330Lbs, IM TOO OBESE. Well no kidding! Why do you think I want the procedure?! Apparently it's too risky putting someone over 250Lbs under here... If I could get back to 250Lbs again I would be over the moon!

So it seems like I'm a lost cause and need to continue fighting every which way to lose on my own. I'm very discouraged and have been considering drastic measures to start getting results, on the "skinny pill" and am considering a liquid diet with supplements... I am just so frustrated... I've been trying for years to lose weight... I HATE what I see in the mirror. I HATE being the size I am and being so uncomfortable in my own skin... I hate being out of breath and not having the energy to keep up with my three young children...

I'm just feeling extremely discouraged and don't know what else to do...

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