mommyof4
Seminar Tonight
Jun 24, 2007
Me and hubby are going to Dr.Greene seminar tonight at 6:30. I am sooo nervous. I've been tryin to talk myself outa going but my hubby said NO ur goin. That was the ONLY time he ever TOLD me to do anything...lol. I will be getting my surgery packet tonight. I'm scared that I'll be the biggest one there and everybody will be staring at me anyway. I'm tryin to keep all this a secret from his Sgts at work. I don't fit in with anyone here especially the people he works with. I dunno. I hope I'm able to have this surgery. I think it will HELP me change my life. I look at my life now and the ONLY reason to live is to be here for my kids. Somethin has to change. My life SUCKS right now. I'm so scared of change.
Changed My PCP
May 31, 2007
I changed my PCP today. I thought it would be harder than it was but it only took 30 min. I thought that if I went off base to a Dr that it would costs us $ but it doesn't.(We went to Army Base Dr). I also talked to Tricare again and actually got some good info. I have to see my Dr and all he has to do is send in a fax to them an Authorization for Benefit Review and when I'm approved then I find myself an "in network" surgeon....WooHoo...One step closer....I have an app. to see my PCP on June 5. I already talked to the receptionist and told her what I wanted done and she said that they have had a few ppl to have it done. She said that they would do anything to help me get the surgery.I also found out from Tricare that I don't need a referal for a Psych. So I'm going to go ahead and see them now so I can get it over with.I have been excited all day.Except me and hubby had a little ooops about 2 wks ago...so I'll be jumpin for joy if I'm not prego again....It can't happen right now...I'm so close.
