Just Checking In

Mar 24, 2011

Hi all, whoever is out there reading this. I am just checking in to say hi and that I am doing ok. I am still having doubts and fears and that I am dealing with this the best I can. I am still dissapointed and frustrated. I have been moved up to 3/4 cup of food and have been cleared to try new things. This all helps but I am still mad that I want to go out with my family and enjoy food. I do still ask myself what the heck did I do? and am I really going to live like this? and my answer is YES!!! I did this and I am going to live like this. I cry occasionally and I get mad too but it is all getting better and will continue to get better. There is no turning back. I have looked into a reversal(yes already a reversal) but I dont see being approved for that anytime soon. I have found so much support and also have found who is fake and said they support and then dont. This blog is for myself and myself only. If others read it and comment THANK YOU!  if not no big deal. I need to do this for me and to help me get through this. I thought I was ready for all this and man no one got me reay for the mental part. That is something I have to do for myself. We are planing a Disney trip and I WANT TO FIT ON THE RIDES!!! Well I will stop back in from time to time to write more and say hi. Thanks Again.............

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