2/21/04

I realized that I gained around 70 lbs. in between 2000 and now not counting any weight loss. Basically since I moved in with Adam. It's not amazing considering the foods we ate, but still surprising. I wish I knew how much I weighed through out my childhood. I think I was around 150 lbs at 14. I gained around 10 lbs a year since I was little, until I was 18. Then I gained almost 20 lbs a year. Scary!
What I wouldn't give to be 150 lbs. again. Just to think I could be down 80 lbs. by this time next year. I could be under 200 lbs. by my birthday. That's my goal! 60 lbs. before my 22nd birthday! I guess if I really want that I should start cracking down now, but I hate going to the gym and the thought that I may never get to eat certain foods again makes me want to eat without care. I don't completely, but I have cared less since we set the date and it looks like I've gained to prove it. I really do hope I lose the ability to eat certain things that don't make me feel good and maybe a few things that do, so I won't crave them as much (pizza, french fries, Doritos, onion rings).

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