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Well it has been some time since I have been on here, just have had a lot on my plate with trying to move.  I would liek to report that I have lost 21 lbs, since my surgery, and it feels great.  Of course I have had my first fill on 4/15/2010.  I do not weigh myself until Igo to the clinic because I don't want to get obessed with seeing the numbers.  I had pics to uplaod, but they wouldn't work at this time so hopefully soon.  I can tell the differnece in my clothes, but in my mind it all looks the same to me.  I know you guys know what I am talking about.  It is so strange to hear from people that I look different already...because.... it all looks the same to me.  I am constantly telling my husband that I feel like I am gaining the weight back, but no one elsr can see what I see.  I know that soumds crazy, but it is what it is.  Well I am out for now, but hopefully not for as long as I was before.  Until then....l8R

It ismy 3rd day out from surgery and doing ok. My left shoulder hurts like crazy, from my shoulder blade  to the shoulder.  I said that I would have to call the dr office tomorrow, and let them know.  Really thought it would have stopped by now.  I am ready to eat some real food, feels like it has been forever now that I have eaten any solid food.  Guess I just want to chew something besides green things,lol. My stomach is upset today.  I think it is from that nasty Isopure, and have been in the bathroom like crazy. Man I will be glad when things are different.  Ready to start my new life in a half way normal way.

Well tomorrow is the big day....man it has been such a journey.  I just want to see what I am going to look like in a couple of months with my weight lost.  Since I have already started losing weight while on the preop diet, I can only imagine. 

I am finally taking time to become friends with the website, and my surgery is right around the corner.  I feel like......I don't know how to feel really.  I just know that it is coming and I am ready for it.  I have started my 14 day diet of course, and  can tell a change in my clothes already.  With that said I have no idea what I will look like after the surgery.  You know how are a certain size so long you can't imagine looking any other way.