bad eating

Mar 24, 2013

So today I had my first experience of vomiting up my food. I did not eat breakfast before I went to church and by the time church got out, I was STAARRRRRRVVVVVIINNGGG....As soon as I got home I at some left over pizza and ate too fast and didn't chew enough...That food sat right in the middle of my chest and it hurt  like hell.  I went right to the bathroom and made myself throw up. That was the only way I could get any relief.

I am getting so frustrated with myself because I feel I am not doing this eating thing the right way. I eat very little when I eat but I think my bite sizes are too big, my drinking the same thing...especially after working out...I am so thirsty that I take big gulps and it hurts my chest as well...***sighing*** I think I should eat as soon as I feel the slightest hunger pain or stomach growl, instead of waiting until I feel like "OMG, I"m so hungry" uuugghhh...I didn't think this was going to be this difficult.

Ok now to make this positive, enough complaining...This is a learning experience Roxy, you have never had this surgery before. Everything is new learn from your mistakes and start over again. This experience has taught you to eat more, slower and smaller bits or you'll be vomiting again.

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