back from vaca!

Sep 21, 2010

Boy did I have a good time!  This is the first time I have vacationed since my WLS and I am proud of the way I handled it.  I took my pedometer and walked 21,000 steps from the time I left home and arrived at my cruise cabin on the first day.  No elevator and no electronic walkways.  I did not have to use a seat belt extender and had room to spare on the plan and I almost cried on the flight due to this.  I completed workouts in the gym and completed my 75 minute walking excursion.  I have traveled before and NEVER even though of using the gym and have taken excursions by taxi or bus so it felt really good to walk.

At night I danced different hustles and went around the deck in the conga line twice.  I proudly wore my swim suit and strutted around in it like I was supermodel instead of wearing that and a cover up. 

I did not order two entrees, wait from my friends to leave so I can overeat and did not have one hamburger or fry.  In the past I would eat two burgers at a time and all the fries I could stuff in me then lay in the sun like a fat lizard.  After I ate this time I found something active to do. 

I gained 1.5 lbs and did not feel guilty or bad about it in that did not eat like food is not going to be produced or cooked ever again. I had some problems with the water on the ship and had some GI problems the first two days and felt that I made better food choices there because there was so many different foods to choose from, my eyes were not bigger than my stomach and I will be better at this at my next vacation.

I took my camera to take pictures to add here but there is something wrong with it and I am taking it back tomorrow for a refund ( the off/on button looks like it is stuck and it won't work). 

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Been so long...

Aug 22, 2010

I haven't posted in a while.  Things are up and down in that I am up and down.  The weight is up and down and work life is stressful now.  I still exercise but have been letting some days slip by without doing so.  My goal is to work out six days a week for at least 30 minutes but I have not been as consistence as I know I need to be.  This summer has me going out to sit in the sun after work so I schedule my workouts in the mornings.  That has been disrupted by getting my daughter to work due to sharing one car at this time.  I also believe my family  of origin is on a mission to drive my crazy with the stuff they ask me to do or get put out with them because I don't (I'm real good at setting boundaries with them). I am planning for my 3 day cruise in mid September and I tried on my bathing suit from last year and DAMN I LOOK GOOD IN IT! To keep that going while I'm on vacation I have started back on my treadmill and have already webcamed the fitness room to see what else they have.  I am taking some protein powder with me and brought one of those shakers for it yesterday.  I am going to do some things different than last time like not eating two burgers in one sitting and waiting until I am alone to sneak in another one.  I'm not going to the captain's meal due to the feeling that it is giving me free rain to seriously overeat due to feeling a sense of luxury there and I will actually exercise instead of laying around the deck all day.  Two of my goals hopefully will be reach on this vaca, being able to fly without a seat belt extender and going on a walking excursion instead of one on a bus or taxi.  I know I can get all of my goals met, it is time to get refocused on them.  I love me enough to treat me better so why wait? I hope everyone feels that way or are on that road to feeling that way.  I will write again before I leave and after I come back.  Stay well all!  Sophia   

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Been so long!

Jun 27, 2010

Well it's been a while and more positive changes have occurred.  Back to losing weight after have a six week stall.  Have had two fills in that time since then which helps me lose weight.  Because I'm such a control freak I thought I could do it my way using increase exercise and eating less instead of getting fills.  Part of the reason of getting a band was to use the "tool" of getting fills.  I was letting my fear of getting too tight get in the way of getting a fill.  In the back of my mind I think I was also thinking that if I was not getting too tight I could eat more in the end.  I know it is irrational but being a volume eater I know I was beginning to miss the AMOUNT OF FOOD I COULD EAT and the band is very helpful in reminding me that I could not do this with the band without painful consequences.  Live and learn and I plan to keep doing both to the best of my ability.  I hope everyone is doing well and having some sort of success and good things happening in their lives.  Take care.
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GREAT DAY IN THE MORNING!

Apr 25, 2010

Well I did it!  I started and completed the 3 mile walk with Leslie Sansone today.  I had been thinking about it and planning on it so today I said, "don't be scared, just do it" and I did it!  The weird thing was it was not as challenging as I thought it would be and I have been doing the 2 mile walk for a while.  I am losing an average of 1.5 lbs. weekly since I started but what I am noticing that I have more energy and handle stress in healthier ways such as working out and not stuffing my face with food.  I also find that I feel better too and my legs and back are not hurting like it was before surgery.  I paid off my 3 day Bahama cruise that I am going on in September and I really am glad it's only three days.  I have cruised before for 5 and 7 days and for me at this time in my journey 3 days is long enough to be on a floating food barge!  I am planning on finding a walking excursion due that being a goal of mine. In the past I have traveled and would find a taxi or bus sightseeing excursion because I was not open to ALL THAT WALKING AND PEOPLE SEEING ME SWEAT AND STRUGGLE TO BREATH and now I look forward to being able to walk around a new place with confidence in my walk.  I am glad that I had my surgery due to feeling like I have a new lease on life.  Regardless of the number of pounds I lose I am grateful and thankful for the positive changes that I have had so far. Take care,   

Sophia

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learning the hard way

Mar 14, 2010

Well it's been a while since I wrote here. I have been playing with my band and learning powerful lessons.  Although I have been exercising on a regular I had the delusional thinking that I could eat some fast foods and work it off.  Well first I tried KFC and thought that I could get away with just eating two pieces of chicken and half of a biscuit instead of the full meal.  First piece and a half went down fine and I put the rest of the breast up for later.  When I tried to eat it later two bites in I had the OOPS feeling and gave the rest to my dog.  Two days later I went to BK and ordered two Whopper Jrs. thinking I would discard the bread from one and "stack" them.  Within 15 minutes I ate both burgers including all four pieces of bread. When I stepped on the scale two days later a 2.4 lbs increase magically appeared.  I had the nerve to be surprised.  Now I have gone back to eating the way that has been losing weight and making a commitment to increase my walking from one mile daily to 1.5 miles and two on the weekend with the walk at home workout with Leslie Sansone. I don't like negative consequences so I will not go backwards in my quest for better health and less weight.  I am trying out new workouts and trying hard not to compare myself to others I see in the videos.  I am not going to Fla in April, my vacation package sold out and maybe that is good for now because I can stay focused on continuing positive change instead of how small I had hoped to be by then.   
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Good things happening

Feb 13, 2010

Well it is the end of a hectic week and I am writing and listening to music which is the most relaxing thing overall to have happen in a day,  I am looking at planning a trip to a three day jazz festival in Florida in a few months and I most likely will be traveling alone.  I have given up the chase of trying to find someone to travel with me for this trip and I think when I follow through with getting all my ducks in a row for this trip I will be satisfied because I will be assured that I can plan a trip and go by myself.  It will be during the six month anniversary of my band and I really hope to celebrate and take what I know I need to do down there with me.  As I was looking at hotels I noticed that I was looking at places that had good gym facilities because (GASP) I REALLY STARTING TO LIKE WORKING OUT!!!  I get on that treadmill and dance, no longer minding the sweat that it generates.  One of my coworkers gave me a plan that works well for me, three days of 30-60 minutes of exercise then one day of rest to let muscles relax then three days back on with one day of rest.  I find that when I'm at work I stretch and walk more with a faster pace, I feel very good and I'm not so easily frustrated lately.  I'm two pounds from onederland and am looking forward to future weight loss.  I going to keep listening to Ramsey Lewis and soon call it a night. See ya'll later.
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SUPER BOWL SUNDAY!!

Feb 07, 2010

I just thought about it, this is my first super bowl Sunday with no snacks, pizza, beer or active over eating!  I love football and last year I was on vacation in San Juan Puetro Rico when the SB was going on and I was one of a few Cardnial fans there.  One guy brought me a burger and three beers.  Little did he know that I had already had a burger, chips and salsa before he got there.  Fooled him good!  In the long run, I got fooled with increased weight and other health problems.  Well as the Who says, "we won't get fooled again, no no."  GO SAINTS!!!

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New day, new thinking

Feb 07, 2010

Well today I made a new commitment to exercising.  I saw that on OH member who had a lap band lost 90 pounds in seven months and I asked her how see did it and she wrote that the main thing she did was exercise 2000 minutes a month.  I got out by trusty calculator and that averages 66 minutes a day!  Now I would be lying if I stated I could see myself doing 66 minutes a day but I am ready to do at least 30 a day. I went on my video on demand and found a ton of exercises I can do that are fun and are somewhat of a challenge besides being on my treadmill.  I am scheduled for a fill tomorrow and that should help with the food.  One of the reasons I decided on the lap band was to loss the weight on a moderate basis due to being a slow paced person.  I like the benefits of the WLS but I know I have to do more than eat less and exercise.  I have to change my way of thinking that being big means being powerful and a force to be dealt with.  I know I have used by size to make others feel that I am right, they are small and to to get my way and that is not something that I want to continue to do because it is not a good thing in the overall way to live life.  Every day is a new way to live and I have always believed that everyday you learn something new and I need all the help from my friends and fellow OH family. 
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new to blogging

Feb 06, 2010

I'm not a tech chic but I am trying to become one.  I am writing this while I listen to "old school funk" and jamming away.  I had my lab band back in October '09 and have lost 28 lbs.  I am not going to adjust my weight tracker until I get to the "onederland" stage and I am working at getting there.  I have found that I am starting to enjoy exercising, especially when I can do some dance movements. A co-worker gave me a treadmill that her daughter left behind when she moved about a year ago.  It is not the most high tech treadmill but it does what it is suppose to do. 

I have been struggling with my weight since high school and really gained more when I went away to school.  I found that I started hanging around girls who loved to overeat like I did and we would spend time eating cheap foods in the dorm or going to Big Boy and having the desserts there.  I was bothered by my by physically active room mates interference when they tried to get me to be more active and weight less.

I have always believed in the Big Beautiful Women motto but when I started to look seriously at how many of the women of my family were diabetic and over weight I really started to rethink that, especially when my mother was diagnosed with type II diabetes at 56.  I remember as she struggled to get her illness under control she said she did not want to live her live in a wheel chair with one leg or being blind and having to be at the mercy of someone taking care of her.  She also had triple bypass surgery and she was a heavy smoker also but being overweight did not help her.  She died in '01 from complications of multiple health problems and I still miss her.  I am tearful as I write this because she was a strong women who fought to have her place in the world and I aways admired her for that.

Well on to better things.  I belong to two African American travel clubs and I have been to many places, mostly tropical ones.  I am going on a three day cruise in September so I want to have a nice amount of weight loss and have a pleasant routine of healthy eating and exercise.  I know this is a journey and I am in for the ride.  Let's Go! 
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