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back from vaca!
Sep 21, 2010
Boy did I have a good time! This is the first time I have vacationed since my WLS and I am proud of the way I handled it. I took my pedometer and walked 21,000 steps from the time I left home and arrived at my cruise cabin on the first day. No elevator and no electronic walkways. I did not have to use a seat belt extender and had room to spare on the plan and I almost cried on the flight due to this. I completed workouts in the gym and completed my 75 minute walking excursion. I have traveled before and NEVER even though of using the gym and have taken excursions by taxi or bus so it felt really good to walk.
At night I danced different hustles and went around the deck in the conga line twice. I proudly wore my swim suit and strutted around in it like I was supermodel instead of wearing that and a cover up.
I did not order two entrees, wait from my friends to leave so I can overeat and did not have one hamburger or fry. In the past I would eat two burgers at a time and all the fries I could stuff in me then lay in the sun like a fat lizard. After I ate this time I found something active to do.
I gained 1.5 lbs and did not feel guilty or bad about it in that did not eat like food is not going to be produced or cooked ever again. I had some problems with the water on the ship and had some GI problems the first two days and felt that I made better food choices there because there was so many different foods to choose from, my eyes were not bigger than my stomach and I will be better at this at my next vacation.
I took my camera to take pictures to add here but there is something wrong with it and I am taking it back tomorrow for a refund ( the off/on button looks like it is stuck and it won't work).
Been so long...
Aug 22, 2010
I haven't posted in a while. Things are up and down in that I am up and down. The weight is up and down and work life is stressful now. I still exercise but have been letting some days slip by without doing so. My goal is to work out six days a week for at least 30 minutes but I have not been as consistence as I know I need to be. This summer has me going out to sit in the sun after work so I schedule my workouts in the mornings. That has been disrupted by getting my daughter to work due to sharing one car at this time. I also believe my family of origin is on a mission to drive my crazy with the stuff they ask me to do or get put out with them because I don't (I'm real good at setting boundaries with them). I am planning for my 3 day cruise in mid September and I tried on my bathing suit from last year and DAMN I LOOK GOOD IN IT! To keep that going while I'm on vacation I have started back on my treadmill and have already webcamed the fitness room to see what else they have. I am taking some protein powder with me and brought one of those shakers for it yesterday. I am going to do some things different than last time like not eating two burgers in one sitting and waiting until I am alone to sneak in another one. I'm not going to the captain's meal due to the feeling that it is giving me free rain to seriously overeat due to feeling a sense of luxury there and I will actually exercise instead of laying around the deck all day. Two of my goals hopefully will be reach on this vaca, being able to fly without a seat belt extender and going on a walking excursion instead of one on a bus or taxi. I know I can get all of my goals met, it is time to get refocused on them. I love me enough to treat me better so why wait? I hope everyone feels that way or are on that road to feeling that way. I will write again before I leave and after I come back. Stay well all! Sophia
Been so long!
Jun 27, 2010
GREAT DAY IN THE MORNING!
Apr 25, 2010
Well I did it! I started and completed the 3 mile walk with Leslie Sansone today. I had been thinking about it and planning on it so today I said, "don't be scared, just do it" and I did it! The weird thing was it was not as challenging as I thought it would be and I have been doing the 2 mile walk for a while. I am losing an average of 1.5 lbs. weekly since I started but what I am noticing that I have more energy and handle stress in healthier ways such as working out and not stuffing my face with food. I also find that I feel better too and my legs and back are not hurting like it was before surgery. I paid off my 3 day Bahama cruise that I am going on in September and I really am glad it's only three days. I have cruised before for 5 and 7 days and for me at this time in my journey 3 days is long enough to be on a floating food barge! I am planning on finding a walking excursion due that being a goal of mine. In the past I have traveled and would find a taxi or bus sightseeing excursion because I was not open to ALL THAT WALKING AND PEOPLE SEEING ME SWEAT AND STRUGGLE TO BREATH and now I look forward to being able to walk around a new place with confidence in my walk. I am glad that I had my surgery due to feeling like I have a new lease on life. Regardless of the number of pounds I lose I am grateful and thankful for the positive changes that I have had so far. Take care,
Sophia
learning the hard way
Mar 14, 2010
Good things happening
Feb 13, 2010
SUPER BOWL SUNDAY!!
Feb 07, 2010
I just thought about it, this is my first super bowl Sunday with no snacks, pizza, beer or active over eating! I love football and last year I was on vacation in San Juan Puetro Rico when the SB was going on and I was one of a few Cardnial fans there. One guy brought me a burger and three beers. Little did he know that I had already had a burger, chips and salsa before he got there. Fooled him good! In the long run, I got fooled with increased weight and other health problems. Well as the Who says, "we won't get fooled again, no no." GO SAINTS!!!
New day, new thinking
Feb 07, 2010
new to blogging
Feb 06, 2010
I have been struggling with my weight since high school and really gained more when I went away to school. I found that I started hanging around girls who loved to overeat like I did and we would spend time eating cheap foods in the dorm or going to Big Boy and having the desserts there. I was bothered by my by physically active room mates interference when they tried to get me to be more active and weight less.
I have always believed in the Big Beautiful Women motto but when I started to look seriously at how many of the women of my family were diabetic and over weight I really started to rethink that, especially when my mother was diagnosed with type II diabetes at 56. I remember as she struggled to get her illness under control she said she did not want to live her live in a wheel chair with one leg or being blind and having to be at the mercy of someone taking care of her. She also had triple bypass surgery and she was a heavy smoker also but being overweight did not help her. She died in '01 from complications of multiple health problems and I still miss her. I am tearful as I write this because she was a strong women who fought to have her place in the world and I aways admired her for that.
Well on to better things. I belong to two African American travel clubs and I have been to many places, mostly tropical ones. I am going on a three day cruise in September so I want to have a nice amount of weight loss and have a pleasant routine of healthy eating and exercise. I know this is a journey and I am in for the ride. Let's Go!