How I feel

Jan 17, 2011

Hey hey, Here it is 11:23 and I dont know how Im suppose to feel at this current moment. We it really has not hit be yet. Im doing my day to day. Matter of fact Im in the studio now just finished a track and I feel great, very refreshed. Last night my wife cooked for the family. It got ruff for a moment. It's not that I wanted the food, it was the smell that was getting to me. That's what I was craving I know that sounds funny but, thats what was going on in my mind. Mind of matter right. Now Ya'll that know me I do all the cooking (my mama showed me a few thangs) and when I burn they eat like it is there last meal. Lil Myles always tell me, "dad your the best cooker". I sat down when the fam last night and told them there is going to be a few minor changes, They looked at me like I had the plague.

I get up this morning and I smell seasonings, (IM NOT CRAZY BUT, IF I COULD I WOULD LICK THE JUICE OFF A FLINTSTONE STEAK RIGHT NOW). I have been riding this liquid phase for a week and Now I feel that I can eat something. I popped on the tv and the first things I see was a commericial for KFC. (I sure would love me a 20 piece hot wing). I know this is going to be a change for me. I have 2 refridgerators and a big deep freezer and they are just about full. So right now Im not sure what I should be feeling. Tomorrow will be herer in no time. Up at 430am, arrive at hospital at 530. I shall have about 2 hours before showtime at 8am. I looking forward to the next phase.

I know that Im ready I went this far to turn back now. It will hit me probably when they get the IV started. I know when I had my EGD it went quick, In no time I was waking up. Im expecting the same have that same feeling, little discomfort some gas and I will be RET to go home. (yea i know I got to stay a night or two) Im determine to make it due what it due. I shall see you on the other side of the road. If Im not there when you get there just wait for me. I catch up soon

I'll try and send a update from the hospital IF I CAN..

I love you.

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