Nicole C.
Everyday is a blessing....
Jan 12, 2008
On this day, I have lost 77 pounds and I am so happy. I love this new me, today was the first day I was able to see myself side by side in photos, my before and now pics. I can really see the difference and I love what I see. In my entire life, I have never liked what I saw when I saw myself and now I am happy, down right proud. It inspires me to keep going.
Two months...2 weeks...6 days...still counting
Dec 15, 2007
Well, I went to see Dr. Schuricht, my second follow up appointment and I was worried that he would get me for not joining the gym yet...and I did get the look and the WHY??? but when I told him that my wallet has lost more weight than I have...he understood. He says that I look great and that he is so proud of me and because of my attitude and my intelligence, he knows I am going to be one of his most successful patients. I am exactly where I should be and when I join a gym, I am going to really wow myself. I never leave him without grinning like an idiot.
On a personal note, I am really struggling, I am losing my support system slowly. My husband is saying all the right things but his actions are different, I have been told that he is worried that I may be getting thinner and healthier and more confident with who I am, he feels threatened, like I am going to leave him, but I am doing this for myself, our son and then us. Why can't he understand that?? I am not as confident as I portray, I am not seeing what everyone else is seeing, I still see that fat cow that I hate, that is unattractive, now with hanging skin. I am obsessed, but with getting healthier...isn't that okay? I don't know, I am soooooooooo confussed. We won't even get into the mother thing...that is a whole new blog!!! Until later...N.
On a personal note, I am really struggling, I am losing my support system slowly. My husband is saying all the right things but his actions are different, I have been told that he is worried that I may be getting thinner and healthier and more confident with who I am, he feels threatened, like I am going to leave him, but I am doing this for myself, our son and then us. Why can't he understand that?? I am not as confident as I portray, I am not seeing what everyone else is seeing, I still see that fat cow that I hate, that is unattractive, now with hanging skin. I am obsessed, but with getting healthier...isn't that okay? I don't know, I am soooooooooo confussed. We won't even get into the mother thing...that is a whole new blog!!! Until later...N.
