Hey....

Nov 09, 2010

So I finally get to make a brief post! Hello Fam. I'm almost 2 years post op on 11/17/2010. So much has happened as you can see. I started this journey at 366 lbs. I lost some weight. Got down to 217....then got pregnant. My highest weight pregnant was 235. So i guess i gained around 18 lbs. I had my precious angel on 7/23/2010! The first week I came home from the hospital i was 205lbs! Which i think is crazy. I bounced  back, and continued to breastfeed. This am I was 209. I am still hoping to lose another 30lbs to maybe get to 180 lbs, but lets keep it real....keep it real gangsta for a moment: MY DAMN HEAD IS BIG.. and my once fat face has a few wrinkles. I personally liked my face at 250lbs... that was perfect. But you cant control where you lose the weight. So i dont know if i will lost the extra 30, but at least another 10 would be great. I wear a 14 or 16 in old navy depends on the cut. about a Medium to Large or even XL on some days shirt (my pamela anderson breastfeeding boobs are crazy at times). Im pretty much happy with my size right now. If i dont lose another pound, I will continue to rejoice. But i never want to be beyond my personal maximum of 217. Thats it for me! AS you can see im a mommy and thats my focus. I still hate buffets b/c i always end up throwing up my food. A glass of wine keeps me good at night. Gotta be moderate. I finally go back to work friday so it will be interesting to see how working, mommyhood, and maintaining a healthy weight play out. My personal life could be better and it appears that the weightloss thing does involve many changes in your life and the people around you. I really dont know why-maybe i found something within myself hiding in the weight; maybe they cant handle the transformation. Whatever the case, i keep my head up-thank GOD, and let my haters be my motivators! I live for my child now. I want to be around for her grandchildren if i can help it and with God's help. Well I'm tired its 1239am. I miss you guys and hope to make and have more time for you. Keep strong on your journey's its never ending....

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