almost 12 weeks(2-1/2months)

Jan 28, 2010

Just wanted to write a little bit about what I've been struggling with..eating. yes eating I don't feel sick when I eat but I feel like nothing taste good. I will take a few bites of something and stop because it just don't taste good to me. I am down 50lbs now, but 8lbs of that was when I was really sick last week, I got a horrible case of food poisoning, I ate some talipia fish, which is my fav. by the way. But the next morning I woke up just so sick with vomiting a diareaha and that went on for four days. I did go to the e.r. on the fourth day because I was so weak. I got a I.v bag and they did some blood work and said everything looked fine, but I didnt feel fine..but the next few days I finally felt better. I am still managing to get my chewable vitamins in but my protein just don't look good right now. I've tried countless protein drinks and powders and I just can't seem to stomach any of them. I am still mostley eating chicken when I do eat. I just don't feel hungry and I have to make my self eat at this point because I'm affraid of becoming sick or malnourished, and I really don't want to deal with that. I have found some things have changed with me..besides weight and food dislikes, I am not a night owl anymore I use to be able to stay awake and watch my late night t.v. well that is a no more situation for me I'm in bed by 10 no later my body just won't let me.. anyways I hope everyone else is doing well on their journey,until next time.

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