hate photos of me

May 25, 2010

realized a new thing has happened as I wait for surgery to be okd by insurance- I have always had great self confidence even though I have gained weight... but after recent trip this weekend as my husband loaded all the pictures and readied them for facebook- I said NO WAY you must be kidding.   He loaded all but pics of me per my request- people keep asking  "did Terry go on this vacation?  She is not in one single picture?  Oddly I feel NOW that as I look in the mirror, I am finally seeing the real me.  All this time I choose not to. Or to not let is bother me.  I think it can be therapuetic to take off the rose colored glasses-- but it makes impending surgery that much more important to me and truthfully I am ready.  God let it come together- please.

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