NewMe2Be72
October 1st, 2009
Oct 01, 2009
Well, I cancelled my surgery... There is absolutely no way to come up with 25 grand! My mom and my sister are going to help me lose weight on my own. I am scared to go on my own.. yet...I was able to quit smoking in some extremely stressful times... I have a lil more will power than I took myself for granted. I know that God brought me this far, I have faith and trust in Him. I will do this.. I HAVE TO! I have the most beautiful 2 year old boy that needs his MOMMY!!!!! I plan to put money aside each month as if I was making a payment.. and possibly use it to get my panni removed.. or whatever. I still plan to come on here and update how I am doing. I love the support and awesome friends that I have made on here!God Bless..
Brenda
