Newria
Hi, my name is Maria, I am a 34 year old mother of two kids. I have been fat for about 15 years. I will be having wls on February 14, 2011...im so excited!!!I so how did all this come to be? well i never thought i was fat untill my mom told me i was and put me on diet after diet talking to her friends about my eating habits and what a pig i was. In all fairness i was a little chunky and we r only 15 years apart so good parenting was more of a name of a book than a verb.
Anyway i started really getting really fat after i had my son. i realize that everyone puts on baby fat after having a baby however since my son is now 15 unless i ate him in a binge i have no excuse for carrying his baby weight. I also have a daughter whos 8.. didnt eat her either non the less... still a fatass. Ive had lots of ups and downs in my life like everybody else but my bff has always been there for me in one form or another.. big macs baker burgers eggrolls pizzas u name it i eat it. Well thats not entirely true,,, im kinda picky so unless its the best. y waste space in my stomach on it??? but if it is the best beware... ill take 12! I was born without 2 things... sense of direction and will power. Seriously friends i do not now nor have i ever possessed these qualities. So needless to say my lack of will power has contrubuted to my fattiness and it dosnt help that everywhere i go i get lost but theres always a new restaurant ive never tried nearby to ease the nervousness untill someone finds me. anyway ive been reaching for this surgury for about a year. i m ready. tried to do it with diet and excercise but that only lost me about 20 pounds and that was all the effort i had. i started at 347. i was afraid to hit the dreaded 350 and soon 400 if i didnt watch it. i went to yoga 4 days a week and that really helped but not enough. so here i am stuck at 330... waiting for feb.14th.. my surgyry date. im so excited to get it overwith already. i want my normal pics to b my fat pics and my new pics could b my new fabulous pics. stay tuned....
