Nijaz79

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I made it to onederland. I am currently 4 1/2 months post-op and 194lbs. I am hoping my rate of loss will continue. I'm hoping to reach my goal by my surgaversary.

I had gastric bypass done 12/13/13. I am 3 and 1/2 months out. I am down 50lbs. Which is great but now my rate of loss is slowing and I'm worried. I follow plan but I know that I'm having a little bit more carbs then before. Idk if this is the cause. Food still doesn't taste good to me and I'm also having a hard time getting all my water in.

So I have started my journey towards wls. I have now seen the Dr twice, but have 5 more months of diet before I can get approved. Want to get this weight off bad. I have done my psyche eval, sleep study, and egd. Now I want to start dieting I want to be closeto a BMI of 40 as possible when I have the surgery.

I am finally back on here. I was off for a while because I had a baby. My son is now two months and is beautiful. Unfoirtunently my weight has gone back up with the baby weight. So I am starting all over again.... It feels harder this time starting over again. I feel like I worked hard to loose the weight for nothing. I'm back at square one.

Why is it that everyday I get up with a great attitude abou tmy diet. I always say today is the day I am sticking to my diet and starting of on this new life. And then by the time I get home from work, all that is out the window. I struggle with myself everyday.
I am also starting to think that maybe I sabatage myself. I think that reaching my goal weight scares me. What if I get there and I'm not happy. Then what???? What if loosing this weight isn't the answer to my problems???

So tomorrow is my first weigh in since I am now back on the program and commited. I am nervous. My weight got back up to around 197 lbs. So I am just praying it is going down. I have been in the 190's for so long I am looking forward to goin into the 180's. Dont know if its gonna happen this week but im hoping... Wish me luck...


So I didnt weigh in that Day I decieded to change my weigh in days to Mondays, that way I wont hceat on the weekends. I weighed in and am now at 191. Its a step in the right direction but I have been stuck in the 190's so long all I wanna do is break throught that... Hopefully next week.....

So I feel aas if I have been in no where land for a while now. With the holidays and the boyfriend issues I have not been watching what im eating at all.... who am i kinding I wasn't watching what I was eating because I got lazy with it. I haven't gained any weight but definently havent lost any either. I keep telling my self I'm gonna start back on manday, then monday comes and something happens. I just need to find some direction. And dont know where to start looking...

I am sooo frustrated with the fact that the scale has not moved. I have been in the 190’s for so long it seems like its never gonna go down… I don’t know what I’m doing wrong. I’m gonna try to increase my exercise level, and see if that works. I am just getting so frustrated I am starting to feel that I should look into WLS, which I really don’t necessarily want. But if that the only way I’m gonna loose anymore I don’t think I will have a choice. I gonna try the increased exercise and pray on it and hope for the best..

I have been cheating so much lately it is not even funny. I start the day thinkin positively and telling myself that Im gonna follow my diet to a t today. Then something happens or just lack of food options and I am eating something that im not supposed to have. I have weighed my self and Im at 193. This is great compaired to where I was but its not enough for me. My issue is also that if I do cheat with something I getin the mind set that the whole day is ruened so I might as well eat what I want. I know that is not good and I need to look at it as a little slip and get right back on track. So today I decided that Im going to go back to phase 1 of south beach and see if I can refocus myself. Since my daughters birthday is on Monday I will start phase 1 on Tuesday.

I am doing this weight loss thing naturally and am now stuck. I can not get under the 190. I am just yo-yoing between 192 and 194. I dont know where to go from here. Very Frustraiting!