September 4th, 2009

Sep 04, 2009

Well, I had my first fill 3 weeks ago, and I really didn't feel too different.  I again was eating bigger portions, binging on twizzlers and swedish fish, snacking at night.  Maintained my first 10 lbs, but of course not losing.  I was frustrated and skimped on my protein shakes, generally just wondering why i bothered to do this if nothing would be different.

Yesterday I had my second fill!  OH BOY!  Let the games begin!  I stuck to liquids most of the day but was hungry a bit when we were out and thought I'd have a few of my son's pretzels.  Bam... .stuck..  pain, the worst thing!  I thought i would get sick, but it passed after 15 minutes.  It was awful.  It happened again later that night when I thought I'd have a few small pieces of cheese.  So now "a few days of liquids" from the doctor means...  a few days of liquids!  And now I am back motivated and ready to go.  The scale even started moving again.  I don't even DARE have a twizzler, a pretzel, nothing right now.  In a few days, I'll think about trying some soft-boiled eggs or soft grilled salmon.  I am so excited that now finally I can get moving with losing weight, eating right, using this tool effectively to work for me!!! 

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