nokeefe0212
All my life I have been overweight...growing up I had what i thought at the time was a normal childhood...we will just say i was slightly off!! My parents were married till they day my mom died on Dec 11, 2005. Now that doesn't mean they were happy!! They were always bickering and fighting even after my mom became very very ill. From the time I was 11 when she got sick till I was 19 when she died, I depened on me and me alone. Which meant eating fast food or what ever was quick and easy at home. I didn't take care of me because I was too busy taking care of my ill mom while my dad worked and very rarley if ever came home. I grew up hearing how fat stupid and ugly I was from my mom when she was in one of her "moods" or when she was drinking....which drinking ultimetly was a big factor in her death. After she died I continued on with my unhealthy habbits, which has left me a 23 year old who weighs 370 pounds. In November of 2007 i married the man of my dreams. a man who loves me for me and never judges or belittles me. He is truly amazing. And i want him to have a happy and healthy wife...and eventually family. So I am taking my life back and focusing on me for the first time in my life!!
