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Scared,Yet I found a way out I want to live Happy Joyous & Free
Dec 03, 2010
I was introduced to this web site back in May, 2010.
I have been obesity since My last child was born, in 1991. Back and forth with several diet's and programs to loose the weight seemed impossible. 
Changing my eating habits has and is the hardest thing for me to change in my life, and learn healthier eating habits. Yet I slip and eat the things I know I should not.... CARBS...... Junk food......soda.......
Exercise well that seems easy even in my home where no one can see my body and how it moves when I exercise 
or how I move so slowly
I have goals and dreams 
of an Idea weight and body. I desire it with my whole heart and soul. 
needing no money to exercise even to dance to music if need be 
and, I still just sit there, my brain has all the motivation,
and my body has none....
Having a YMCA membership, and not even go. Is That Crazy or What????? 
this is a form of insanity to me..... Why Why Me......?????Why not me right????
I did this to myself, and my body. I just need some help out of this destruction I've built.
I struggle so much with my body and the way it looks. I'm not happy yet I try very hard at trying to make my self look good....
Although I know I could look better and feel better about myself. I got A gift from God and My insurance will pay for surgery.
Thank You God.... I Will have the opportunity to not be scared
anymore about my obesity and getting bigger and bigger until I pop. 
and learn a new way of living healthy, Happy and free.
Not in prison of myslef...anymore.I have a way out with the friends I meet on this site along with other support groups I didn't know was out there.
I will not be ashamed as I once was.
I'm able to share a picture of myself now, and get signed up here. 
Wow from May 2010 to December 2010.... I have been seeing a dietitian for about 6 months now... Since July and I have about 5 more pounds to loose so I can say I've lost that 5% of weight before surgery......
In January I get to go to a Seminar up in Seattle U.W. a couple weeks later I get to meet with my Doctor.... Wow.... 
Now you can say I have gotten more motivated knowing I have a way out... 
I go to physical therapy once a week and exercise in the pool due to health reasons. I have gone to the YMCA Once Since the end of November.....
I plan to go to the YMCA tomorrow after class.
I see my nutrients on the 6Th Dec.... I hope I have good news to report to see how much I weight at that time.....will have the results for this week..... Tomorrow is the weekend..... of the 4th and 5th Of December... Everyone, Enjoy and be Merry
