Parker71
Vacation
Aug 19, 2011
I can't wait. It will be the first time I will be on a plane not fat. I can't wait to sit in the seat and fit. I'm was always afraid someone would say I need two seats.
This vacation is on my bucket list along with the weight lose by 40. So two things down.. 
Obese
Aug 04, 2011
dating
Aug 01, 2011
carbs
Jul 25, 2011
Hungry
Jul 21, 2011
I don't know if I'm hungry or just bored? I have been eating carbs and sweets. My weight lose has stop and I know that is why. I don't know why I'm doing it I really don't think I'm hungry. I need to take control and stop. I'm really trying today..
loving life
Jul 07, 2011
Ok I'm loving my life. I just cut all my hair off. I have thin hair as it is. So with it felling out it just looked thinner. so I just cut it off. And I like it. I really always wanted to have short hair. But my face was to fat. I always said when I lose weight I would cut my hair and the day never came till now.. 
The other day a girl in work said she did not know it was me. I look so young and skinny. I laughed me skinny. 
Sometimes I look in the mirror and I still see the fat body I had. I kids think I'm crazy.
The DS saved my life. And now I hope that I will find love again..
Woo HOO
Jun 19, 2011
Bored
Jun 15, 2011
I'm starting to get bored with my job now. Before being overweight I liked the sitting at a desk all day. Now I can't stand to sit for long. 
I know the more weight I lose the more I'm going to want out of here. I really need to find what I want to do now. I would love to travel now that I don't take up two seats... I really want to find love. I never looked before because who would want the women who weighs 266 pounds. So I hope it's not to late to find LOVE..
Starting to Live
Jun 14, 2011
I got dressed over the weekend and for the first time when I looked in the mirror I did not see a fat person. I'm starting to enjoy looking at myself LOL.. I see that people look at me. Before people would turn their head. No one wanted to look at the fat women to long. Or if they did the looks were different than now..
I'm finding that my desk job is to boring for me. I want to start looking into something different. I want to start living my life. I Don't want to sit at a desk anymore want to get up and move..
